Weigh-In Update & a little REWIND

This Week = +1.0 lbs 

Current Weight= 267.6 lb

Start Weight = 320 lbs 

Total Lost = 52.4 lbs

Alrightyyy. Another gain..+2.8 if I add up the total between these last two weeks. So, that's super awesome fun! I do this with a lot of things. I start doing well and the next thing I know is I'm off track and hardly trying (but maybe more like  tricking myself into believing I'm trying?).

I know what works, when I want to have a good week...

So- Why is it so hard to stick with what works and what I know is good?

It feels like self sabotage!

So, I took it back to the beginning  I think I need a bit of a reminder. I'm glad I've saved all this reading material!

I guess that's what they are here for? 

I'm now finishing another booklet ( weight record books). It feels like I JUST started a new one  few weeks ago. I guess 15 (normally 16 in a booklet but one of the boxes were skipped) went by without me realizing. Maybe it's not the best way to go about thinking? But I looked at my 1st record on the booklet I'm ending now... I'm seeing I lost -9 lbs in this entire book. That's with the ups and downs...Averaging = -0.6 a week.

But looking back now, most of those weigh-ins are - not + weeks!

I'm trying to get my PS2 to ply my workout DVDs... I'm not sure what's up with my PS2 :(. I'll workout with one of those this afternoon.

This is why I Love Spare Change!

My grandma gave me a ton of pennies when I was younger....
of course I kept saving and adding to the pennies..

 This past weekend I decide it's time to see how much my collection adds up to!
Plus the drawer I was storing all my jars and coin purses in was being weighed down it was bending the drawer.. (opps!). D:

Aww! look how sad Lady looks D: lol she is so silly sometimes... 

So, next up was the trip to the bank!

the bag was pretty much all pennies so when I got the total of $61.00 I was surprised as heck!

I'm not trying to brag...but wow I'm SO SURPRISED! Very cool.

I kinda have a new love for change now!

Everyone saving jars and coin purses of small change... go chash that in for a good surprise! :)

The poof I made the last time I was feeling crafty!

Finally a picture...

The place I wanted to hang it initially turned out to be a bit of a challenge, so for now it's over my bed :P

last night: lemon chicken with honey mustard sauce and a flax seed crust!

Some had breadcrumbs and some didn't!

these were thin chicken cuts..
I also added some green onion on top. 

This was the honey mustard I used to lightly coat my chicken with.. It was a mixture of this dressing, flaxseeds, and paprika.

Thanks to some  a couple of my friends, I was told to try the Arnold Palmer Arizona. I 1st tried the awesome ¢99 cans (you can get one at a gas station anywhere)  Oh my :} I loved it! It was very refreshing! 

Good Afternoon Everyone!
Here's to a new better week :)
<3 -Wallflower

It's been a while!

I'm always thinking, and feeling bad about not updating more often! This blog has been seeing less of my than it should be :[. I love posting & reading up on what everyone else is up to. I don't know how you guys do it, come home from work tired,gotta get up early in the morning... Kudos :]
I'm not even working, I just have classes and homework- this is the busiest semester I've ever gone through. It makes sense since I'll be graduating in a few months.

This is frustrating because this blog allowed me to keep track of myself. It feels as if everything is on hold.. EVEN me weight has been staying the same.

I feel bad taking time to blog when I also have so much work to be done. The blogging doesn't tae much time, the idea of doing something else has been keeping me away.


SALMON DINNER!
I've had this  dinner waiting to be posted for a while now

I found individually wrapped salmon filets in the frozen section! It's easy to prepare with some lemon juice and some seasoning. I used some steak seasoning we have...

to go with the salmon I made mashes potatoes with garlic, spinach and of course more lemon juice!
I'll be making this again sometime, for sure.

Blogging right now is almost a huge stress relief, maybe I need to keep posting as often as I was before. I can get what I need to done! There are people working, taking care of kids,working out and able to blog.

Hope everyone had a great weekend!

Wallflower

Dinner Time! Lemon Garlic Turkey-balls

 LEMON & GARLIC 

I was in the mood for cooking tonight! This should make it easier for the rest of the week :]

The turkey balls were great with brocoli & in the back is Arizona :]

I made these the same way I made my other Turkey balls  except I added more fresh garlic & lemon zest :] The lemon really changed it up! The brocoli also has some garlic in it.

Here: Where you can find my previous post w/ recipe :]

Enjoy!

-Wallflower