The Big Gain Theory

The Big Bang Gain Theory


I'm awake at 3:51 AM- Good morning!
Since I'm wired & am hardly sleepy I thought I'd update a little.
It's not really a theory... it's  fact. I've gained and I'm at 280.
I was at 274 ish for a while... now I've gained- it's scary, but maybe that's good so I get back on track. Since I was very much off track, I am not proud of what I was eating AT ALL. I never even liked Taco Bell before this past year!
Soooo these 6 or so pounds back into the 280's have scared me. Old habits I haven't had problems with are coming back to bite me in my Taco eating butt.

I have two months left till graduation!

This semester I've learned

1.  I eat when i'm stressed
2. I eat to get my mind off of something
3. I also eat while having ll nighters- these are the worst 
4. My roommate loving taco bell doesn't help ( it's not her fault at all haha, it's all me eating them tacos!)

goodnight! sleep time

wallflower

7th Weigh In!

1.4 :] Small but proud.It all adds up!

This week I'm -1.4 lbs !
Starting weight: 320 lbs
Current: 294 lbs
Lost: 27lbs
Tonight's meeting was a lot about how most people ,with or without weight issues, think about food. I know for me,  when I'm visiting family in New Jersey WE MEET FOR FOOD. "Let's meet for lunch".. Once we were metting so many people in one day we had one breakfast out,TWO lunches out, AND finally... a DINER..wow.

Haha well that's just an example & it's only happened once! haha- I can't justify that day.The point being, food is a social event & there are other things / activities /non activities we could be doing. Just as long as you aren't sitting there thinking about..."what could I be eating right now?"
For me, I love to draw & haven't been drawing as much as I'd like to be *at ALL*. I hate to admit it but throughout this whole summer I've probably picked up a pen/pencil to draw about 3 times.


Tonight was Project Runaway the start of season 9! I seriously can't wait till next weeks episode :]

Who doesn't love Tim?

Oh! Tomorrow is a beach day!!! should be really great & I'm probably going to stay over a friends for a few days.

Goodnight!

-Wallflower